So I know I don't normally talk about my personal life but I thought you might like to know that I'm going to an intake session tomorrow to decide if mediation between Tanase and I would be of benefit in getting her to agree to let me see Z and AJ again. I know I could take her straight to court and have her found in violation of a court order. But the consequences could be jail time for her and what sort of a parent would I be to my sons if I had their mother put in jail? I have to try all other options first and mediation is the last on that list before court. Fingers crossed people, I have a feeling I'm going to need it; Tanase isn't exactly the most stable person on the planet after all.

So I've begun work on a new secret project for YouTube, I'm hoping it will actually make a difference to at least a few peoples lives. Unlike my other YouTube projects though this one isn't going to be scripted, fresh off the cuff. You won't have to wait long, I'm planing to upload the first video this coming Monday; and I'll explain more about it then. Unfortunately though I won't be embedding this project into my blog, so you'll have to check it out on YouTube if you want to see it.